I expected to sit down and eat a bowl of cereal while enjoying and reading some blogs that I missed during my week where there was absolutely no ounce of a single wave of Internet.
But alas blogger is messed up and it's only showing one new blog post no matter how many times I click view more. So instead I'm taking this time to say things like yes I'm still here, no I didn't forget, yes I'll start posting more, etc., etc., etc.
On my way up to the mountains a week ago from this Saturday, it dawned on me that you all would probably like to know that I wasn't going to be around for the coming week. It was quite the inopportune time considering I had no means to post such a post. So here's my formal sorry:
Also, this past week as I was coming down the mountains I received word that a very very very dear friend of mine passed away. It was a rough weekend and I'm still sorting through thoughts and feelings and tears, but things are coming around.
I was very sad and irritated and hurting the first two days, but ironically I keep thinking she's still here. I think I'm healing way too fast in some ways. I think I'm going to wake up at 2 in the morning a month from now and realize that she really is gone. It's like things haven't sunk in yet.
Anyways, things may be slow for a week or two as I try to process all this shit that's happening.
For now, have a fabulous day.